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AYUZ.
ayuz omar
twenteen
np(hsn)
novmber26@hotmail.com

I LIKE THINGS LIKE.
her
green
ciggs
not multitasking
chicken rice@sim
tuesdays at cuscaden
laughing at stephen
smoking on lappy
doing stupid stuff
not talking to taxi drivers
annoying people
coming home late for dinner
walking dwn town without using my brain
randomness


IMPORTANT LINK OF MY LIFE.
alvina
ace
keen hong
sulz
zarling
adillah
retarded clare

EVERYONE ELSE GOES HERE.
haz
nadia
feeza
paula
nurul (lulu)
soonie kuku
yasmin
elyna
amy
arina
mangkuks
sheila
eddy





Saturday, July 18, 2009

14 weeks of prcp finally done and over with.
one mre mth
and i'm no longer a student
=)

all of a sudden time passes felt so fast
it seems to me that it was only last week that i started my prcp
what others said is true
when its over then you realised how fast it ended
i wont said that my time at W45 was a torture
as time goes by and i got the hang of stuff
everyday seems like a routine.
and the greatest moment of all at W45
was that i found my toy robot there.
the moment spend together seems to let me rmbr
how to smile frm the bottom of my heart
alot of thgs needs to be given a thought,
i don deny that.
however in love there's not such thg as if or but
when the time is right go ahead and love that person.
thgs doesnt have to be so stressful or scared for now
all that is needed is time to give each other to understand the other party.
August 2009 i wont be a student no more.
and maybe by then that will give me mre courage
to tackle your thought.
for now lets just spend time with a mind of happy thought.
i want a moment of serenade where gazing of eyes don't put a thought on your mind
but instead just a smile frm the bottom of your heart.

prefer being emo;

Friday, June 26, 2009


finally aftr 7 days of shifts
i got my rightful two days off
my back is aching like mad!!
=(

the simplicity of my off days spent with hariz n khai.
cabbed dwn sch for hariz and khai's ct project
been that done that
hahahahaha...
hariz n khai good luck with ur ct aights??

74 bring us to amk
268 to sscd
hariz for prac
me n khai for amk hubba
i had the joy of being a simpleton that day
L4D for nearly 2 hours
ah pek's ice crm
okay it was an auntie who is selling it actually
walking dwn the alley with nothg on our mind except our ice crm.
i love that feeling of nothg is being achieved but just pure bliss of being urself
7-11 to get our day end need.
BEERS!!!

chong boon view with those two
peeing in some corner
laughter.

conversation i can nvr forget that night when all three of us tried to converse in bahasa baku.
(a group of indian fella drinking 100 meters away frm us)
khai: mereka sedang minum todi/tody!
me: what todi/tody??
me: arak lah.
khai: todi/tody kan??
khai: then what is todi/tody??
me: toad.
khai n hariz burst into laughter.
=(
my malay is forever being laugh upon.
DAMN!

life is treating me fairly mundane
prcp takes up 80% of my lifestyle now
i havent been seeing my daddy for days.
the only time mummy see me is when she cleaning my rm
and i'm sleeping soundly like a pig on my bed.
20 days left
i think i had enough of ward life.

on another note of my life
i'm happy being single
girls are nothg but trouble when bond are being tied
love is overrated.
but i knw deep inside i still wish for that special someone by my side when
i'm at the lowest point of my life.

prefer being emo;

Thursday, June 18, 2009

she make me stress
my mind went blank
but heck lah
i so not going to make it my profession

pm shift yesterday to end with
me rushing over to town to meet jovi n dila
i swear they are impatient bitches
LOLs
dila hair grow longer alrd!!
cuscaden being full house
had jovi decided on mac chicken wing instead
poor thg...

we shall get your chicken wing at cuscaden soon
i promised.
and it be on me
=D

ouh ya i just have to blog abt this jovi is fucking skinny
that she cant even lift a large size of mac coke
TSK
it drop.

pls see a doctor if sign n symptom persist.
i shall slp now.
am shift tmr
barghhhhh!!

prefer being emo;

Monday, June 15, 2009

i forget to blog abt yati
yati: she's pretty and she got ugly handwriting, just like mine. =) but no matter what i always find myself going gugugaga when looking at her.

prefer being emo;

Friday, June 12, 2009

okay its 1.15 pm and i just woke up
but i feel so tired.
off day today...
so many ppl msging me and calling me but my brain was too tired to
handle msges and phonecall
sorry to those ppl i didnt reply.

sat n sun off
damn shiiiiiioooookkk...
i'm happily drinking my ice teh tarik
but somehw i feel bored.
thus i shall blog abt the ppl that make the presence of ward 45 felt.
(in no particular order or whatsoever)

emma: skinny tall women that i love to work with. we make somethg funny out of everythg. the long walk, the free time, the break. in short i wanna work with emma all days.

khad: the official rapist of the ward. to think in the earlier days i used to find her eyes scary. its seems like she got this staring effect on you. at one point of time i was happily serving med with me at the med trolley alone and she came by and waited for me to be done. i swear i began to sweat. LIKE WATERFALL kinda shit.
but she took for me tissue. awwwwwwww so sweet. but she still a rapist and i kinda got used to her poking n squeezing part of my body.

safiah aka peah: the minah that look arghhhh so damn minah but yet the most selenger person u can ever find in a minah. forever hungry, forever scratching her big bulging tummy that was fit with two twin baby girls. she's someone you cant bring to rob a bank.

sha: the rockstar of the ward. she always have a smile and lotsa laughter coming frm her, regardless of the shift she's in. the stoning eyes of hers make her unique.
AND damnnnnnnnnnnn i love her loudness. and i feel that she need another pair of hand to write on. =)

saliza: freaking skinny girl that have a sweet face that when she wore a specs it remind me of some teacher pornstar kind of video. HAHAHAHAHA...and i got a fetish for her sharp dracula teeth. she's a strforward person to work with. laid everythg dwn n out. she always wanna do thg fast and she cant stand entertaining pt mre than five min. i think her life is hectic. but i learn somethg frm her despite me disrupting her smooth fast day.

ogy: she's small yes in my eyes she's small but i swear she's a chilli padi. damn knowledgeable damn known for her fiery. but i love to see hw she does her work. efficient thats all i can say. and she make a fucking good mimicker of people in her life. she's entertaining for someone her build. LOLs

reihana: her ass n boobs is huge!!!!!! okay i just feel like shouting that out everytime i saw her. she's someone who does work rationally. she work by not following the blind but she work according to the purpose of what the work is for.

baoyi: she may seems like she always goofing ard and you might thot she don bother abt stuff. but she teaches me stuff by making me understand the theory and logic of it. and i dare to say at the end of the day she make me feel that i did learn and i was productive for the day.

chiu hung ling: i love her chinese name. =) she's the baby and the bimbo of the ward. she always sweet and all that mushy stuff but she's bimbotic. And she got this mesmerizing aura. ROFL

rodela aka lala: she's cute and sweeeeeeeeeeeeet. she always do work herself and nvr ever ask me do somethg for her. she's too sweet. and i taller than her!!

joanne S.R: i think she cute but she got this fierce front whenever she work and i shy so i don talk to her much. =D

zhengyong: i think his voice fit to work at the frontdesk and emma think he's the starbuck guy that ask if u want whipped cream on ur frappe. LOLs. but fucking nice guys, he will always help me with my medication question and he's nice. i repeat FUCKING NICE!!

ayu: fat cheek she got. that's all i can think of abt her. fat cheek. fat cheek. fat cheek.

geraldine: the pretty nurse in the ward that even doctor ask her out to eat dinner with him siallllll but too bad lah dr L, she went to eat with me instead. LMAO ROFL LOL. i feel like asking shaun when i saw him if he single. geraldine think he's handsome. but dr L really sorry she's out of your league.

joanne tan: my ngee ann poly batch mate.

shamun: hahaha...i dont want to waste my time.

sister rose: she's hot for someone her age. and she's damn nice!! and she's hot!! okay i think i say that alrd but she's hot lahhhh...

p.s: i want to work under baoyi again.

prefer being emo;

Friday, June 5, 2009

alot of shit have happen in my life.
but i have only myself to blame
i swear the world i'm in now is dark and empty.

prcp is killing me
i'm seriously damn shag
and i think i am one damn unlucky fella to get
that urghhh...
i hate how stuff is being done
i hate being ordered ard as her lil maid of no pay at all.
i feel like just smacking the fact right in her face
that hello?? i'm not being paid to work here!!
i am mre of coming here to learn
so get this fact right.
you are the one getting that fat cheque of money frm sgh
not me!
so stop fucking asking me do your work for you.
damn you.

jovi been bugging me abt skype
so ya now i have a skype acct with only her in my contact list
i swear i'm the only one that can see her and hear her
while she cant see or hear me.
i'm abit too old thus i'm consider technology noob.

i need my rotting life bck
i want be bck in sch
i want the old life i have ard my parent
i want to rewind the hands of time

prefer being emo;

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

prcp in sch had us clad in nursing uniform everywhere
the attire had alot of ppl staring
and prc going
wei sheng mo??
wei sheng mo??
-_-"
they talk so fucking loud str in my face in mandarin as thou
me being a brown ass don get what they talking abt.
*why are they wearing like that to sch??
*got what event they must wear that??
*eh why they come bck to sch??
answer to that muthafucking mandarin accent question is:
*why i cannot wear like that?? nusing uniform wad, don't tell me u have nvr seen one b4??
*event?? what event?? screw u. i bet ur ch*na ass don't even know what is prcp.
*and why cant i come bck sch?? i was there longer than any of ur yellow ass been thr.
DONE! hope it answer ur question.


and prcp in sch is tiring my brain
sch bring bcks memories
some that is fun to thot of
some is just making me ponder on stuff.

prefer being emo;